1. |
Father Time Prologue
01:21
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[Spoken Word: Tim Allberg]
As you may know the fate of Borealis, this is how it all began
The tale of how a man so aweless, was a tool as long his life span
One Day, Mephisto came to God, and asked him to bet that Borealis is not flawed
The father said yes to the offer's facade, and so Borealis Life went abroad
He was searching for a meaning in his being, perfect for Mephisto's freeing
He was lured on a path of misdemeaning, just a trap of the conceiving
He soon traveled to earth, a dark landing, only to be destroyed by the norms so demanding
He was chased by the lights, or so he thought, when In reality it was the devil's mean fraud
So now, here is the beginning, before the story on earth was told
With all it's forgotten and twisted tales that will never unfold
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2. |
Australis
03:26
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[Verse 1]
Tell me the direction that I need to go in
I'm enjoying life, that's how its always been
Sitting at a bus stop, watching the sunset
Stoned out of my mind, weather hot, dripping wet
Feeling so free, lets me forget my questions
What the reason is, wanna know my direction
All I need now is the LSD so I see the
Pretty palace, reflect my name, Borealis
[Verse 2]
I'm lost in a hole
Mood swings in my soul
So far away from the goal
Where is it? I need the whole
Live a stable life, but wondering, I might
Go out and find the reason
For my life, it's treason
How they all corrupt
Need to disrupt
The flow of power that's present
Treating us like peasants
Money dictates us
Need to start to discuss
We ain't got no plus
High life normal for us
[Verse 3: Tom Niland]
Too much things in life that I don't understand
Want to know it all, but I know I never can
Searching for a meaning, searching for a reason
If I don't have one, how can I live 4 seasons?
Injured life
Dark black eyes
Injured life
Dark black eyes
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3. |
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
Oh my god I'm so confused, got me crazy, feel so moved
Saw you, life improved, couldn't even refuse
First time that I ever felt this way
Need to go over, anxiety outweighs
Stargazing on the roof, one outshines
All the others look familiar, call it mine
This can only be a godly sign
Above your head always an angel's shine
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind
[Verse 2: Felix Red]
Strutting sewer scene
What a penny dropped could mean
What ya see within ya dreams
Wasn't realism ditch the schism
Blessings not in kissings
Bells and whistles just dismiss em
For anything real won't confide in her
They die in theirs
So why follow a shepherd as a scapegoat
Well, to escape woes
When a syre dancing is our Christmas
Maybe a smile and just this
Is enough to swallow the tongues wish how worthless
Another lap with her so gorgeous
Must forget days of torment
Perk right up, enjoy the moment
Will it last not the focus
When we fight
Coated cheeks for my delight
My weaknesses you like
Told ya even Luna has her slights
Sometimes its best to just halt and smell the roses
Caught my blush travel eternity for the rush
Like Aquaman ill run
Dolphin carried me to her
Suburbs unsure of sunsets
Color the picture till it's our mess
Tears swallowed the moon
Retrograde won't meet us soon
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind
[Bridge: Tom Niland]
Who is that over there, hope you come here
Want to get to know you, even tho you higher tier
Think I fell in love already now
Twisted my head, want to know how
Compass got conflicted, don't know what to do
Think I found the reason, waited twenty-two
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now
[Outro: Tom Niland]
I wouldn't, I wouldn't
Wait forever, wait forever
Shoot your shot right now, shoot your shot right now
Shoot your shot right now
I wouldn't, I wouldn't
Gaze forever, gaze forever
Clear your mind right now, clear your mind right now
Clear your mind right now
I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now
I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now
I wouldn't, I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now
I wouldn't, I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now
[Outro]
秒で人生を変えるのに十分だが,それは長続きするか?
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4. |
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[Verse 1: Felix Red]
Life feels small on DMT
And matter falls short in shaded dreams
But with coated wings, these days could live within complete
And you sewed the seams
Knowing all'long how I'm ripped in piece
Caught you live on my tv screen and movie scenes and waking dreams
We all live blind with obscured seats
Breaking for what matters said my mind can hold the magic
Grab the rabbit ditch the habit of swimming for a living
Was a lemon in a sour patch
Flipping off the lower half
Abstract when faced with real contact
Because immaterial Mysterio shaking off the feelings yo
But only one peg could break the current up
So lift the curtain up to see how damaged we've been below the sun
And the truth will never rhyme
Truth will never rhyme but the same lines make you feel blue without the sky
Take away the sigh for a rush on infinity dancing in your eyes
Just one night but we pranced and lost the time
[Chorus: Luke The Commander]
And I will always guide you, I will always guide you
Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you
And I will always guide you, I will always guide you
Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
I know you, I know you
I know you feeling this way
Down, Down, Low, Low
Down, Down, Low, Low
[Verse 2: Luke The Commander]
Feel the pressure building up
Feel the pressure building up
I can see how your eyes are still gonna shine even when we're grown up
Even when we face down and we're throwing up
We can both say we've seen each other glowing up
When our kids play together when you show up
I pray we grow old together
'Cause they say old hearts heat better when together
I'm ethered when I see you down load
It's for better, It's for better
'Cause when you're up, know It's to the sky
I know I mess this up when I can't see my shine
Find comfort in my line, call me anytime
Know you're mine
[Chorus: Luke The Commander]
And I will always guide you, I will always guide you
Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you
And I will always guide you, I will always guide you
Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
I know you, I know you
I know you feeling this way
Down, Down, Low, Low
Down, Down, Low, Low
[Bridge: Luke The Commander]
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
And I hope you do to and I hope you see true
I know you, I know you
I know you, I know you
I know you, I know you
I know you, I know you
I know you
[Verse 3: Tom Niland]
Remember those summer nights, sitting at the lake
Watching the stars move, wondering how I can make
Our lives together the best that is possible
Hope we keep those up's, I feel responsible
Imagine in 60 years, sitting in a plane
no problems up there, above all the rain
Explored the world, saw the wonders of life
With the person I care for, I needed 5
You are what I searched, you are the thing
That God told me off, the happiness spring
Missed the meaning my life, not anymore
Now I've got wonderful things that I care for
[Outro]
多くの人にとって, 愛は祝福であり, 時には呪いになることがある。それはあなたの選択です。
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5. |
Astronova (feat. SAVE)
03:47
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
God answered, finally
but what he said, just frightened me
I don't know what to do, told me to leave
feels like I lost everything, nothing achieved
I feel ripped apart, personality split
Can't forget how It feels, handcuffs on my wrist
Everything collapsed right on my shoulders
Feel like I got nothing to say, lost the Controller
Mood swings, depressive to dead, I'm bipolar
Good things when we were together are over
Now I'm lost in the world, Feel's like I'm falling through
Right into the center, hell, with the other two
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
[Bridge: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
[Verse 2: SAVE]
I'm back in my old ways
She calling in sick to tell me, come over
I feel like it's okay
If you got, if you got some things to say (Yeah if you got something, You know, like you wanna know? I don't even know..)
And even my mind goes a little crazy, it's when the sun goes to other places
Where's the light, where's the light in your eyes (Why you always look beautiful in the sun? It's just...)
It takes a lot from me to ever really know
All the things you hide and try to control
Maybe not, maybe not this way (Yeah just, just, just don't do it, don't do it..)
Sometimes It takes a little bit of everything
So really though you got nothing at all
I don't know why you never call
Why you so appalled
Why you always running 'round here
Talking 'bout you doing shit
I don't even like you
And I been thinking too much with all this liquor
And It is going down the drain
All the pain inside my eyes
It's just blurry, You don't even know
How I see the skies, I ain't..
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just...
[Outro]
心は海みたいね。感想の若干は波だが他は津波。明瞭のしまにいることはあなたの 選択だよ。
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
Gloating around in confusion
My mind has turned off, stopped rebootin'
Since you let me fall I am lost
Tried my best, wanted you at all cost
Can't go back to the places where we met
Still got every message archived, the whole chat
When I'm sad, hope for a message of you
But I know, that dream won't ever come true
Only had ten days, dreamt for 5 of em
Wanted you to be with me, but I was too shy back then
Then it all aligned, but quickly fell apart
Blame it all on me, since I am the flawed
Praise the lord, the road always been rocky
Played the lovely, but you were an Annuaki
You a monster, spare my Amina, please
Don't got nothing else, you an unholy tease
Damn, spare my Amina, please
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
Sitting on a flight over the clouds
Sun's rising, but my mind has fallen down
Shambles on the floor, held by angels
Inner demon so old, it feels ageless
I think of you, do you think of me too
Thought you loved me, but I guess it's not true
But I guess it's not true
But I guess it's not true
Memories of you fading in my mind
You pretended, but I'm not your kind
Wanted to love, call you mine
Now I know, you got devil's shine
The Devil's Shine
The Devil's Shine
The Devil's Shine
[Verse 2: SAVE]
And I feel so far
This chick just called me and told me that mars
Is a red planet, we step on it if we really go far
This is too hard to stomach, why do I even go far
She told me she hopped on a plane to Singapore
Gonna see a guy over there, to change her world
Why I gotta be trapped in the zone, with this girl
And it's so hard, it's so so far
Taking a step towards bliss, is it a kiss you blowing or smoke from the garage
Trying to stay calm with all this shit, but you're pulling my cards
If I wake up feeling all empty, would you fill me up
Or leave me behind when it all gets too hard
When it all gets hard
When it all gets hard
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
Sitting on a flight over the clouds
Sun's rising, but my mind has fallen down
Shambles on the floor, held by angels
Inner demon so old, it feels ageless
I think of you, do you think of me too
Thought you loved me, but I guess it's not true
But I guess it's not true
But I guess it's not true
Memories of you fading in my mind
You pretended, but I'm not your kind
Wanted to love, call you mine
Now I know, you got the devil's shine
The Devil's Shine
The Devil's Shine
The Devil's Shine
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7. |
Globus
04:06
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[Unknown Sample]
(inaudible)
Fly away with me now
Fly away with me now
All the time, everyday looks so grey and the same
The same
[Verse 1]
Red in my iris, flames consumed it all
I don't want anything except to stop my fall
Smoke covers the sun, takes the light from my life
Black and red around me, darkness in my eyes
Everything is gone, Visited by Hestia
Feel so powerless, invaded like Chechnya
Forgot where I come from, think I have dementia
Lost my mind, fell into Mortis, got areflexia
[Unknown Sample]
All I needed was (inaudible)
Wanna fly away
Wanna fly away with me
Fly away, fly away
Fly away, fly away
Away with me
Away from me
Fly away, away
[Verse2]
Where do I go now, lost my heart tonight
Wandering the streets tryna not get in a strife
I don't wanna (die), I don't wanna be lost (die)
I don't wanna go insane, don't wanna be tossed around my head
I been thinking for three people at once
Don't wanna fall into abidance, wanna fly now
[Outro]
炎に映る心。
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
I need a pill, I need a bottle
Can't be sober longer, am at the bottom
Pass me the Absinth, make me feel absent
Cut my ear off, give me the relaxant
I Look up, see the starry night
In my head having a scary fight
Fuck it, gimme all you got, this is my death shot
Can't wait till it kicks in and my head pops
[Chorus: Felix Red]
Saw us flying through stars, stars
Always grinning from the start, start
Why'd u rip me apart, shards
You or him whats the cause, pause
[Verse 2: Tom Niland]
Can't hold myself any longer
No chance, void is getting stronger
Falling endlessly, feeling so lost
Pretty colors, how much did they cost?
Can't hold myself any longer
No chance, void is getting stronger
Falling endlessly, feeling so lost
Pretty colors, how much did they cost?
[Verse 3: pureblue]
Do you think, if i look at the blotter
A little longer
I'll see the bottom of the bottle
Swirls on my palm, slow my heart rate
Calm, I've
'Been waiting a while, for a redose
Distorted reality, yeah we don't
Like to see through sober eyes, countless tries
To realize who we really are, clear my head
Evenings in your car, bad memories linger
Drop the tab onto my tongue from my finger
[Bridge: Felix Red]
Stars
Start
Shards
Pause
[Verse 4: Felix Red]
Time will dial out of focus
How rosebuds slipping out through a coat check
So flex, shedding sheets like I'm codex
Fast track Annies back so we can hack the sane intact
And I feel shatterproof staggered as a battered root
Superhero man in me, yolk slips out the seams in me
Abyss no more weird fishes, syre dancing on the stitches
Clocks never spoke till he showed up at the door
[Verse 5: Tom Niland]
Oh, I feel so paralyzed
Trips made me so terrified
Maybe took too much shit on the side
Thoughts rushing in, can't stop the tide
Feel as if a 1000 waves drown me
Dark blue around, colored by the LSD
Can't move anymore, thanks 2CB
Think I'm dead right now, I feel so free
[Outro]
人生は旅行ですが, 麻薬を選ぶことはできます。
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9. |
Anima
03:36
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[Verse 1]
Oh I'm so lost tonight
How am I still alive?
I feel like a different person
Soul has changed, made me worse than
Before, I was happy
Only needed the key
To what is my true purpose
Now I'm sad, lost & worthless
Oh I'm so lost in life
Trip was shitty, I might
I feel like a worsened person
Soul is dead, I'm worse than
When I was happy
So greedy for the key
Made me see my own darkness
I've always been so heartless
[Chorus]
My Anima is a black hole
Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol
I wanna know who controls my Console
Endless loop of stabbing my soul
My Anima is a black hole
Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol
I wanna know who controls my Console
Endless loop of killing my soul
[Bridge]
My Anima is a black hole
Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol
I wanna know who controls my Console
Endless loop of stabbing my soul
My Anima, My Anima is a black hole
Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol
I wanna know, I wanna know who controls
I wanna know, I wanna know who controls my Console
[Verse 2]
God just came back to me
Told me where I need to be
Gonna travel to the earth
Where my soul'll be rebirthed
God just came back to me
Told me where I need to be
Honna travel to the earth
Where my soul'll be rebirthed
[Outro]
God just came back to me
Told me where I need to be
Gonna travel to the earth
Where my soul'll be rebirthed
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10. |
Cold Cosmos
04:53
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[Verse 1]
I'm gonna leave today, searching for my origin
Gonna fly to earth, leaving drama I've been in
Behind, right here, this is a new start
Preparing for takeoff, hope with all my heart
That this will go well, make me so smart
Give me all the knowledge, want to know the life's art
God told me this is the right way, so I'm trusting
He will guide me, no room for judging
I just wanna feel fulfilled
When I'm back got a home to rebuild
Shake off the triple-headed, not so skilled
Shake off the bad luck before I'm killed
I'm flying free now, leaving my cage
Take-off any moment, been waiting for days
My life here felt like I'm lost in a maze
Mentally will despise this here, always
[Bridge]
新しいあなたのために, 人生から逃げ。 進化を続ける。
[Bridge: Banks Sample]
You tried to hide, I can see that you don't see me
That you don't see me, that you don't see me
What do you gain by the names that you're calling me?
That you're calling m....
[Verse 2]
Help! Lost in the meteors
Swerving left right, been here since a couple jours, Oh Lord
Need to get out of this, pull the emergency cord
Wanna reach the earth alive, not feeling so floored
[Bridge: Banks Sample]
You tried to hide, I-I-I-I see that you do-do-do-don't see me
That you don't see-e-e-e, that you do-do-do-don't see me
What do you gain by-y-y-y names that you're ca-ca-ca-calling me?
That you're calling me, that you're calling me,
Take it from the girl you claim to love
You're gonna get some bad karma
I'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor
From the girl who made you soup
And tied your shoes when you were hurting
You are not deserving, you are not deserving
Not deserving, not deserving
[Verse 3]
I just got out, see the blue & green
Planet in front of me, just in between
The two red lives, second earth till 15
Avoiding planet 9, barely can see
Somewhere around here is the final sphere
Half of earth invisible, dirty atmosphere
Gonna have to enter soon, engaging landing gear
Took a bit of time to arrive, some lightyears
Let's see how worth the trouble was, no need for fear
God's guiding me, let's see what humans hold dear
I'm above a desert now, dark landing appears
So far away from home, see the crystal tears
[Outro: Lorde Sample]
Up for it
I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop
I like your reckoning, but we got our methods
And there's nothing here to stop, to stop this when we're
Up for it
I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop
I like your reckoning, but we got our methods
And there's nothing here to stop, to stop this
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11. |
Shambles
02:26
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[Chorus]
What am I doing (What am I doing)
What am I pursuing (What am I pursuing)
Wish I could undo it (Wish I could undo it)
Wish I could fix it
[Verse]
Oh no, I've been so lost
I don't know how I managed to toss
All the good things around me
Into shambles
[Bridge]
Into shambles
Into shambles
Into shambles
Into shambles
(Into shambles)
Into shambles
[Chorus]
What am I doing (What am I doing)
What am I pursuing (What am I pursuing)
Wish I could undo it (Wish I could undo it)
[Outro]
Dark Landing
Dark Landing
Dark Landing
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Tom Niland Bielefeld, Germany
tom niland is an indie/rap/alternative producer and vocalist from bielefeld, germany.
writing, composition, recording, mixing & mastering is all handled by himself, done in his bedroom studio since his start in 2017.
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