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Aurora: the_journey.

by Tom Niland

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seminal Got some great melodies on here, great job Len. Favorite track: Astronova (feat. SAVE).
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1.
[Spoken Word: Tim Allberg] As you may know the fate of Borealis, this is how it all began The tale of how a man so aweless, was a tool as long his life span One Day, Mephisto came to God, and asked him to bet that Borealis is not flawed The father said yes to the offer's facade, and so Borealis Life went abroad He was searching for a meaning in his being, perfect for Mephisto's freeing He was lured on a path of misdemeaning, just a trap of the conceiving He soon traveled to earth, a dark landing, only to be destroyed by the norms so demanding He was chased by the lights, or so he thought, when In reality it was the devil's mean fraud So now, here is the beginning, before the story on earth was told With all it's forgotten and twisted tales that will never unfold
2.
Australis 03:26
[Verse 1] Tell me the direction that I need to go in I'm enjoying life, that's how its always been Sitting at a bus stop, watching the sunset Stoned out of my mind, weather hot, dripping wet Feeling so free, lets me forget my questions What the reason is, wanna know my direction All I need now is the LSD so I see the Pretty palace, reflect my name, Borealis [Verse 2] I'm lost in a hole Mood swings in my soul So far away from the goal Where is it? I need the whole Live a stable life, but wondering, I might Go out and find the reason For my life, it's treason How they all corrupt Need to disrupt The flow of power that's present Treating us like peasants Money dictates us Need to start to discuss We ain't got no plus High life normal for us [Verse 3: Tom Niland] Too much things in life that I don't understand Want to know it all, but I know I never can Searching for a meaning, searching for a reason If I don't have one, how can I live 4 seasons? Injured life Dark black eyes Injured life Dark black eyes
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland] Oh my god I'm so confused, got me crazy, feel so moved Saw you, life improved, couldn't even refuse First time that I ever felt this way Need to go over, anxiety outweighs Stargazing on the roof, one outshines All the others look familiar, call it mine This can only be a godly sign Above your head always an angel's shine [Chorus: Tom Niland] I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind [Verse 2: Felix Red] Strutting sewer scene What a penny dropped could mean What ya see within ya dreams Wasn't realism ditch the schism Blessings not in kissings Bells and whistles just dismiss em For anything real won't confide in her They die in theirs So why follow a shepherd as a scapegoat Well, to escape woes When a syre dancing is our Christmas Maybe a smile and just this Is enough to swallow the tongues wish how worthless Another lap with her so gorgeous Must forget days of torment Perk right up, enjoy the moment Will it last not the focus When we fight Coated cheeks for my delight My weaknesses you like Told ya even Luna has her slights Sometimes its best to just halt and smell the roses Caught my blush travel eternity for the rush Like Aquaman ill run Dolphin carried me to her Suburbs unsure of sunsets Color the picture till it's our mess Tears swallowed the moon Retrograde won't meet us soon [Chorus: Tom Niland] I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind I wouldn't wait forever, shoot my shot I wouldn't gaze forever, clear my mind [Bridge: Tom Niland] Who is that over there, hope you come here Want to get to know you, even tho you higher tier Think I fell in love already now Twisted my head, want to know how Compass got conflicted, don't know what to do Think I found the reason, waited twenty-two I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now [Outro: Tom Niland] I wouldn't, I wouldn't Wait forever, wait forever Shoot your shot right now, shoot your shot right now Shoot your shot right now I wouldn't, I wouldn't Gaze forever, gaze forever Clear your mind right now, clear your mind right now Clear your mind right now I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now I wouldn't, I wouldn't wait forever, shoot your shot right now I wouldn't, I wouldn't gaze forever, clear your mind right now [Outro] 秒で人生を変えるのに十分だが,それは長続きするか?
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[Verse 1: Felix Red] Life feels small on DMT And matter falls short in shaded dreams But with coated wings, these days could live within complete And you sewed the seams Knowing all'long how I'm ripped in piece Caught you live on my tv screen and movie scenes and waking dreams We all live blind with obscured seats Breaking for what matters said my mind can hold the magic Grab the rabbit ditch the habit of swimming for a living Was a lemon in a sour patch Flipping off the lower half Abstract when faced with real contact Because immaterial Mysterio shaking off the feelings yo But only one peg could break the current up So lift the curtain up to see how damaged we've been below the sun And the truth will never rhyme Truth will never rhyme but the same lines make you feel blue without the sky Take away the sigh for a rush on infinity dancing in your eyes Just one night but we pranced and lost the time [Chorus: Luke The Commander] And I will always guide you, I will always guide you Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you And I will always guide you, I will always guide you Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you And I hope you do to and I hope you see true And I hope you do to and I hope you see true I know you, I know you I know you feeling this way Down, Down, Low, Low Down, Down, Low, Low [Verse 2: Luke The Commander] Feel the pressure building up Feel the pressure building up I can see how your eyes are still gonna shine even when we're grown up Even when we face down and we're throwing up We can both say we've seen each other glowing up When our kids play together when you show up I pray we grow old together 'Cause they say old hearts heat better when together I'm ethered when I see you down load It's for better, It's for better 'Cause when you're up, know It's to the sky I know I mess this up when I can't see my shine Find comfort in my line, call me anytime Know you're mine [Chorus: Luke The Commander] And I will always guide you, I will always guide you Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you And I will always guide you, I will always guide you Hope I keep my fear of dying so I love you And I hope you do to and I hope you see true And I hope you do to and I hope you see true I know you, I know you I know you feeling this way Down, Down, Low, Low Down, Down, Low, Low [Bridge: Luke The Commander] And I hope you do to and I hope you see true And I hope you do to and I hope you see true I know you, I know you I know you, I know you I know you, I know you I know you, I know you I know you [Verse 3: Tom Niland] Remember those summer nights, sitting at the lake Watching the stars move, wondering how I can make Our lives together the best that is possible Hope we keep those up's, I feel responsible Imagine in 60 years, sitting in a plane no problems up there, above all the rain Explored the world, saw the wonders of life With the person I care for, I needed 5 You are what I searched, you are the thing That God told me off, the happiness spring Missed the meaning my life, not anymore Now I've got wonderful things that I care for [Outro] 多くの人にとって, 愛は祝福であり, 時には呪いになることがある。それはあなたの選択です。
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland] God answered, finally but what he said, just frightened me I don't know what to do, told me to leave feels like I lost everything, nothing achieved I feel ripped apart, personality split Can't forget how It feels, handcuffs on my wrist Everything collapsed right on my shoulders Feel like I got nothing to say, lost the Controller Mood swings, depressive to dead, I'm bipolar Good things when we were together are over Now I'm lost in the world, Feel's like I'm falling through Right into the center, hell, with the other two [Chorus: Tom Niland] I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left [Bridge: Tom Niland] I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left [Verse 2: SAVE] I'm back in my old ways She calling in sick to tell me, come over I feel like it's okay If you got, if you got some things to say (Yeah if you got something, You know, like you wanna know? I don't even know..) And even my mind goes a little crazy, it's when the sun goes to other places Where's the light, where's the light in your eyes (Why you always look beautiful in the sun? It's just...) It takes a lot from me to ever really know All the things you hide and try to control Maybe not, maybe not this way (Yeah just, just, just don't do it, don't do it..) Sometimes It takes a little bit of everything So really though you got nothing at all I don't know why you never call Why you so appalled Why you always running 'round here Talking 'bout you doing shit I don't even like you And I been thinking too much with all this liquor And It is going down the drain All the pain inside my eyes It's just blurry, You don't even know How I see the skies, I ain't.. [Chorus: Tom Niland] I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left I just want to go back Loved it, don't know why you left I just... [Outro] 心は海みたいね。感想の若干は波だが他は津波。明瞭のしまにいることはあなたの 選択だよ。
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland] Gloating around in confusion My mind has turned off, stopped rebootin' Since you let me fall I am lost Tried my best, wanted you at all cost Can't go back to the places where we met Still got every message archived, the whole chat When I'm sad, hope for a message of you But I know, that dream won't ever come true Only had ten days, dreamt for 5 of em Wanted you to be with me, but I was too shy back then Then it all aligned, but quickly fell apart Blame it all on me, since I am the flawed Praise the lord, the road always been rocky Played the lovely, but you were an Annuaki You a monster, spare my Amina, please Don't got nothing else, you an unholy tease Damn, spare my Amina, please [Chorus: Tom Niland] Sitting on a flight over the clouds Sun's rising, but my mind has fallen down Shambles on the floor, held by angels Inner demon so old, it feels ageless I think of you, do you think of me too Thought you loved me, but I guess it's not true But I guess it's not true But I guess it's not true Memories of you fading in my mind You pretended, but I'm not your kind Wanted to love, call you mine Now I know, you got devil's shine The Devil's Shine The Devil's Shine The Devil's Shine [Verse 2: SAVE] And I feel so far This chick just called me and told me that mars Is a red planet, we step on it if we really go far This is too hard to stomach, why do I even go far She told me she hopped on a plane to Singapore Gonna see a guy over there, to change her world Why I gotta be trapped in the zone, with this girl And it's so hard, it's so so far Taking a step towards bliss, is it a kiss you blowing or smoke from the garage Trying to stay calm with all this shit, but you're pulling my cards If I wake up feeling all empty, would you fill me up Or leave me behind when it all gets too hard When it all gets hard When it all gets hard [Chorus: Tom Niland] Sitting on a flight over the clouds Sun's rising, but my mind has fallen down Shambles on the floor, held by angels Inner demon so old, it feels ageless I think of you, do you think of me too Thought you loved me, but I guess it's not true But I guess it's not true But I guess it's not true Memories of you fading in my mind You pretended, but I'm not your kind Wanted to love, call you mine Now I know, you got the devil's shine The Devil's Shine The Devil's Shine The Devil's Shine
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Globus 04:06
[Unknown Sample] (inaudible) Fly away with me now Fly away with me now All the time, everyday looks so grey and the same The same [Verse 1] Red in my iris, flames consumed it all I don't want anything except to stop my fall Smoke covers the sun, takes the light from my life Black and red around me, darkness in my eyes Everything is gone, Visited by Hestia Feel so powerless, invaded like Chechnya Forgot where I come from, think I have dementia Lost my mind, fell into Mortis, got areflexia [Unknown Sample] All I needed was (inaudible) Wanna fly away Wanna fly away with me Fly away, fly away Fly away, fly away Away with me Away from me Fly away, away [Verse2] Where do I go now, lost my heart tonight Wandering the streets tryna not get in a strife I don't wanna (die), I don't wanna be lost (die) I don't wanna go insane, don't wanna be tossed around my head I been thinking for three people at once Don't wanna fall into abidance, wanna fly now [Outro] 炎に映る心。
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland] I need a pill, I need a bottle Can't be sober longer, am at the bottom Pass me the Absinth, make me feel absent Cut my ear off, give me the relaxant I Look up, see the starry night In my head having a scary fight Fuck it, gimme all you got, this is my death shot Can't wait till it kicks in and my head pops [Chorus: Felix Red] Saw us flying through stars, stars Always grinning from the start, start Why'd u rip me apart, shards You or him whats the cause, pause [Verse 2: Tom Niland] Can't hold myself any longer No chance, void is getting stronger Falling endlessly, feeling so lost Pretty colors, how much did they cost? Can't hold myself any longer No chance, void is getting stronger Falling endlessly, feeling so lost Pretty colors, how much did they cost? [Verse 3: pureblue] Do you think, if i look at the blotter A little longer I'll see the bottom of the bottle Swirls on my palm, slow my heart rate Calm, I've 'Been waiting a while, for a redose Distorted reality, yeah we don't Like to see through sober eyes, countless tries To realize who we really are, clear my head Evenings in your car, bad memories linger Drop the tab onto my tongue from my finger [Bridge: Felix Red] Stars Start Shards Pause [Verse 4: Felix Red] Time will dial out of focus How rosebuds slipping out through a coat check So flex, shedding sheets like I'm codex Fast track Annies back so we can hack the sane intact And I feel shatterproof staggered as a battered root Superhero man in me, yolk slips out the seams in me Abyss no more weird fishes, syre dancing on the stitches Clocks never spoke till he showed up at the door [Verse 5: Tom Niland] Oh, I feel so paralyzed Trips made me so terrified Maybe took too much shit on the side Thoughts rushing in, can't stop the tide Feel as if a 1000 waves drown me Dark blue around, colored by the LSD Can't move anymore, thanks 2CB Think I'm dead right now, I feel so free [Outro] 人生は旅行ですが, 麻薬を選ぶことはできます。
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Anima 03:36
[Verse 1] Oh I'm so lost tonight How am I still alive? I feel like a different person Soul has changed, made me worse than Before, I was happy Only needed the key To what is my true purpose Now I'm sad, lost & worthless Oh I'm so lost in life Trip was shitty, I might I feel like a worsened person Soul is dead, I'm worse than When I was happy So greedy for the key Made me see my own darkness I've always been so heartless [Chorus] My Anima is a black hole Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol I wanna know who controls my Console Endless loop of stabbing my soul My Anima is a black hole Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol I wanna know who controls my Console Endless loop of killing my soul [Bridge] My Anima is a black hole Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol I wanna know who controls my Console Endless loop of stabbing my soul My Anima, My Anima is a black hole Drugs are my heart's deadly petrol I wanna know, I wanna know who controls I wanna know, I wanna know who controls my Console [Verse 2] God just came back to me Told me where I need to be Gonna travel to the earth Where my soul'll be rebirthed God just came back to me Told me where I need to be Honna travel to the earth Where my soul'll be rebirthed [Outro] God just came back to me Told me where I need to be Gonna travel to the earth Where my soul'll be rebirthed
10.
Cold Cosmos 04:53
[Verse 1] I'm gonna leave today, searching for my origin Gonna fly to earth, leaving drama I've been in Behind, right here, this is a new start Preparing for takeoff, hope with all my heart That this will go well, make me so smart Give me all the knowledge, want to know the life's art God told me this is the right way, so I'm trusting He will guide me, no room for judging I just wanna feel fulfilled When I'm back got a home to rebuild Shake off the triple-headed, not so skilled Shake off the bad luck before I'm killed I'm flying free now, leaving my cage Take-off any moment, been waiting for days My life here felt like I'm lost in a maze Mentally will despise this here, always [Bridge] 新しいあなたのために, 人生から逃げ。 進化を続ける。 [Bridge: Banks Sample] You tried to hide, I can see that you don't see me That you don't see me, that you don't see me What do you gain by the names that you're calling me? That you're calling m.... [Verse 2] Help! Lost in the meteors Swerving left right, been here since a couple jours, Oh Lord Need to get out of this, pull the emergency cord Wanna reach the earth alive, not feeling so floored [Bridge: Banks Sample] You tried to hide, I-I-I-I see that you do-do-do-don't see me That you don't see-e-e-e, that you do-do-do-don't see me What do you gain by-y-y-y names that you're ca-ca-ca-calling me? That you're calling me, that you're calling me, Take it from the girl you claim to love You're gonna get some bad karma I'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor From the girl who made you soup And tied your shoes when you were hurting You are not deserving, you are not deserving Not deserving, not deserving [Verse 3] I just got out, see the blue & green Planet in front of me, just in between The two red lives, second earth till 15 Avoiding planet 9, barely can see Somewhere around here is the final sphere Half of earth invisible, dirty atmosphere Gonna have to enter soon, engaging landing gear Took a bit of time to arrive, some lightyears Let's see how worth the trouble was, no need for fear God's guiding me, let's see what humans hold dear I'm above a desert now, dark landing appears So far away from home, see the crystal tears [Outro: Lorde Sample] Up for it I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop I like your reckoning, but we got our methods And there's nothing here to stop, to stop this when we're Up for it I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop I like your reckoning, but we got our methods And there's nothing here to stop, to stop this
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Shambles 02:26
[Chorus] What am I doing (What am I doing) What am I pursuing (What am I pursuing) Wish I could undo it (Wish I could undo it) Wish I could fix it [Verse] Oh no, I've been so lost I don't know how I managed to toss All the good things around me Into shambles [Bridge] Into shambles Into shambles Into shambles Into shambles (Into shambles) Into shambles [Chorus] What am I doing (What am I doing) What am I pursuing (What am I pursuing) Wish I could undo it (Wish I could undo it) [Outro] Dark Landing Dark Landing Dark Landing

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Aurora: the_journey. is the prequel to my 'Aurora: Dark_Landing.' Album I released about 4 months ago. I've been working on this since even before Dark_Landing was out, and it has become a huge passion project of mine. I hope y'all enjoy!

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released March 29, 2019

Written, recorded, produced, designed, mixed and mastered by Tom Niland.

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Tom Niland Bielefeld, Germany

tom niland is an indie/rap/alternative producer and vocalist from bielefeld, germany.
writing, composition, recording, mixing & mastering is all handled by himself, done in his bedroom studio since his start in 2017.

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