1. |
20.000 Bullets
02:35
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[Chorus]
Twenty-thousand bullets in my brain
Put one in your mouth, swallow it to forget pain
Twenty-thousand bullets in my brain
Put one in your mouth, swallow it to forget pain
[Verse 1]
Fast acting, distracting
Make me an addict
Shots outside my window
Need a paramedic
Tripping for 8 hours
No movement anymore
World turning
Staring above at the floor
Got a thousand cuts that show my past
Always asking how long will I last
Drugged out, left out
Drugged out, no doubt
[Chorus]
Twenty-thousand bullets in my brain
Put one in your mouth, swallow it to forget pain
Twenty-thousand bullets in my brain
Put one in your mouth, swallow it to forget pain
[Verse 2]
Make me feel again
Make me feel again
I've been so lost
Make me feel again, ay
World is burning infront of our eyes
Can't keep this up, loosing all the ice
Everybody shooting 'round like a fucking maniac
Always thinking bout how they may react
Make me feel again
Make me feel again
I've been so lost
Make me feel again, ay woah
Ay woah
Ay woah
Make me feel again, ay
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2. |
8 Missed Calls
02:29
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[Chorus]
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
[Verse 1]
I just had a dream, and you took it all away
Still unsure bout the price I need to pay
Calming down, filling up the ashtray
Walking on broken glass, down the chosen way
I felt so dreamy, this is the redemption
Atleast I hope that I ain't an exemption
Inner self filling up with my own tension
At night always being in another dimension
[Chorus]
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
[Verse 2]
Got nothing to lose, already did that
Grey smoke starting to fill up my flat
Ran away from my own habitat
Colors fading out, filtering to only matte
Somebody creeping outside my window
Need a missing part to understand the info
That I got when i was tripping again
Shadows everywhere, that wasn't the plan
[Chorus]
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
[Outro]
Cycle through the visions that are unknown
8 Missed calls on my broken phone
Falling in a pit, drugged and alone
Nothing except pills that I call my own
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3. |
Ghosts (feat. Felix Red)
02:22
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[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
Lost so many friends that I cant get back again
Regretting everything that happened back then
Isolating myself day by day
Nothing ever kept me there, 100 on the highway
Arguing over the smallest things
Forgetting that its irrelevant compared to our sins
Since then I've been waiting for the moment
Where we'll unite again, fix the broken
[Chorus]
If I had an option, I'd do it all different
Go back, find out what it really meant
Spending all on drugs, 'till the last cent
Trying everything, cant keep up the rent
If I had an option, I'd do it all different
Go back, find out what it really meant
Spending all on drugs, 'till the last cent
Trying everything, cant keep up the rent
[Verse 2: Felix Red]
Lovers live in eyes, each side of the wrong highway
Why they always walk alone
Finish lines fine, Lily's landmines, dip 'n dive, heart gone
Back in line you little boy, and crawl
Bleeding seams, tween screens I hide from all my needs,
Won't you please, find the keys behind me
Medusa, well I'm a blind freak,
Count from three and I'll break before you wake, Imma ghost ill be okay
[Chorus]
If I had an option, I'd do it all different
Go back, find out what it really meant
Spending all on drugs, 'till the last cent
Trying everything, cant keep up the rent
If I had an option, I'd do it all different
Go back, find out what it really meant
Spending all on drugs, 'till the last cent
Trying everything, cant keep up the rent
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4. |
Where Do You Go?
02:02
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[Verse 1]
Didn't have time to think, colors changing every blink
Unsafe out here, laced every drink
Go through the dark into the light
Make yourself believe that you are alright
Creeps all around when the night starts to settle
Needle in their arm, fighting their drug battle
Lights flickering, looking like a lost place
Forgotten about, lost all its grace
[Chorus]
Where do you go when white starts to leave
Where do I go when rain falls on me
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Thoughts messy, I am lost in a sea
Starts to leave
Rain falls on me
On my sleeve
Lost in a sea
[Verse 2]
2 am, what are you doing outside
On the bridge where thousands already died
Stare down into the black tide
Look closely, find out whats to hide
So many bodies in the cellar
Take a pill, makes you feel interstellar
Man on the corner is the storyteller
Look into his eyes to see his inner dweller
[Chorus]
Where do you go when white starts to leave
Where do I go when rain falls on me
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Thoughts messy, I am lost in a sea
Starts to leave
Rain falls on me
On my sleeve
Lost in a sea
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5. |
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[Verse 1: LTC]
For every blonde haired Barbie, I know a Ken that can harm me
No bigger bully than the ones who block me
Try to shock me, cover up my light
And poison dart me, keep me numb
Faith dumbed down, stray to some
Lost my collar, eat my crumbs
and my claws grow longer, see my scars, they gon' blume
This my lonely room, I'm depressed and you assume
But it's not true, I am on the moon
With my brother, we don't like your tune
We can't sing that tune no more, she's long gone and
Long gone and
I forgot your tune, I forgot your tune
[Chorus: Reverboy]
We are so lost in Osaka
Made me realize that I have lost another
Always looked up to you, my big brother
Now you are just another
We are so lost in Osaka
Made me realize that I have lost another
Always looked up to you, my big brother
Now you are just another
[Verse 2: Tom Niland]
Looking at the moon, seeing your face
Looking at the stars, watch me gaze
Been weeks since I was sober, purple haze
All that's left of me deserves no praise
Faces glide away, made me sick today
Got no place where I could stay
Everything's warping, observe the rays
Colors blend, my life's a screenplay
Since you went I've been on a chase
For something that could replace
The feeling that you gave me, had to embrace
The faults within me, no escape
Ride out 'till the sun sets
Avoid the sudden jets
Endangered, god bless
Our souls, this is careless
[Chorus: Reverboy]
We are so lost in Osaka
Made me realize that I have lost another
Always looked up to you, my big brother
Now you are just another
We are so lost in Osaka
Made me realize that I have lost another
Always looked up to you, my big brother
Now you are just another
[Outro: Reverboy]
We are so lost in Osaka
Made me realize that I have lost another
Always looked up to you, my big brother
Now you are just another
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6. |
Ashes
01:32
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[Verse]
Up from the ashes, into the sky
Realize that you can fly so high
Wait for the end until you say goodbye
Watch for visions burned into your eye
[Chorus]
Take on your last cry
Take on your last cry
Take on your goodbye
Take on your goodbye
Take on your last cry
Take on your last cry
Take on your goodbye
Take on your goodbye
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Tom Niland Bielefeld, Germany
tom niland is an indie/rap/alternative producer and vocalist from bielefeld, germany.
writing, composition, recording, mixing & mastering is all handled by himself, done in his bedroom studio since his start in 2017.
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