[Verse 1: Tom Niland]
God answered, finally
but what he said, just frightened me
I don't know what to do, told me to leave
feels like I lost everything, nothing achieved
I feel ripped apart, personality split
Can't forget how It feels, handcuffs on my wrist
Everything collapsed right on my shoulders
Feel like I got nothing to say, lost the Controller
Mood swings, depressive to dead, I'm bipolar
Good things when we were together are over
Now I'm lost in the world, Feel's like I'm falling through
Right into the center, hell, with the other two
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
[Bridge: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
[Verse 2: SAVE]
I'm back in my old ways
She calling in sick to tell me, come over
I feel like it's okay
If you got, if you got some things to say (Yeah if you got something, You know, like you wanna know? I don't even know..)
And even my mind goes a little crazy, it's when the sun goes to other places
Where's the light, where's the light in your eyes (Why you always look beautiful in the sun? It's just...)
It takes a lot from me to ever really know
All the things you hide and try to control
Maybe not, maybe not this way (Yeah just, just, just don't do it, don't do it..)
Sometimes It takes a little bit of everything
So really though you got nothing at all
I don't know why you never call
Why you so appalled
Why you always running 'round here
Talking 'bout you doing shit
I don't even like you
And I been thinking too much with all this liquor
And It is going down the drain
All the pain inside my eyes
It's just blurry, You don't even know
How I see the skies, I ain't..
[Chorus: Tom Niland]
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just want to go back
Loved it, don't know why you left
I just...
tom niland is an indie/rap/alternative producer and vocalist from bielefeld, germany.
writing, composition, recording, mixing & mastering is all handled by himself, done in his bedroom studio since his start in 2017.
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023